id definitely say that the anime i have watched has very much shown me alot of charactaristics id like to have in my bf and im not unrealistic tho there is a limit but i think that ill never get closer to what i truely want in someone as i have right now and i was able to get it all in reality and in fantasy hes my dream just hope the dream does not float away

yes but i dont know how to find out what is it

not sure where this goes but i love to watch anime and i would lke to watch some good drama animes what are your faverates?

pook

not sure where this goes but i love to watch anime and i would lke to watch some good drama animes what are your faverates?

pook

hmmm id say the younger you are the more temptations in the future... so live life to the fullest till u find true love

pook

i dont think there is you have to spend enough time with someone to know if they are the one and i think u cant just love them in SOME time u need to spend alot of time with them and go through hardships together to really get to know how much you love them

id say yes i could do it i did it once before but it i got robbed and it got taken in all the other stuff that got taken it was 90 single sheets filled on both sides with adventure and humor

since that happened tho i lost inspiration.. i could do it again but....

hi im in a bit of a pickle i use xara graphics program <vector> and i was wondering if anyone out there could help me cause i want to use the layers in photoshop and be able to saftely switch between xara and photshop without losing the layers

there anyone out there who is familiar with this?

free art comission to who ever can fix this for me thanks and my art is a whole lot better now then 3 years (the one picture i drew in my gallery is 3 years old )ago ill even make you a manga strip or two

love pook

early emergency entry

what was once a beautiful thing has ended without a fight
weve broken up so many times in the past
but this is the worst.

he is gone why? i really dont know anymore

yes hes wonderful but i forgot to log how many fights have turned out to be breakups
each break up turning my heart and killing it more then the last
tonight was horribly heart breaking and it wasnt even about anything important

i just dont have the strength to fight anymore
with all that we been through it feels cruel to end like this
he thinks the worst of me

he thinks i am going to sell my body to make the money for rent
what he doesnt know is im going to just do what i did before i met him
and another thing he doesnt know is that im going to send him some money each month
to repay for all the things hes ever sacrificed for me

without selling my body

you see i thought that if he was gone id not be able to do anything else
but i wont soil his loveing actions of saving my life. just so i could get in the sheets for money
now ive not a heart left

im done for inside im dead having lost everything i feel ive lost everything my soul included
im going back to sensual massage.. im not going to sell this body tho

ill live each day the best i can
ill learn to cope and live alone
ill survive this.. but omg im going to miss him so

to me hes the best that could happen to me
at the same time hes the worst
looking back at his inability to cope with me having 1 friend ( he threatened to leave me if i had friends...) i just dont see us surviving anymore
my heart died a little each fight we had

and it just was the last straw
he told me he was going to go gamble
i told him i really didnt want him to and if he did i would go back to sensual massage
so he said well then i guess we are gonna break up

for such a thing hed leave me
so at that moment my heart complete cracked down the middle
i said i dont have the strength to fight anymore
and i stayed numbly shocked and silent as he packed his baggs

then less then an hour latter he tells me hes sorry
i burst out crying because i knew at that moment that we are not going to survive
it was the cry from inside a cry so deep so sad that he had to ask me why i was crying so badly since we got back together

it was my hearts last breath
a few minutes latter i said as i held him whispering in his ear tears in my eyes
im sorry i just cant find enough strength anymore...
and he said to me so thats it then! your saying you want to break up right?!
i stayed silent shocked by the words then a few minutes i saw myself almost as if looking at someone else as i nodded the words yes

he was hurt and played cool and said ok if thats how you want it!
he then started atacking my intergrity by acusing me of wanting to be a full service
prostitute and i just didnt feel like telling him i wasnt

now he thinks i will sell my body for money and live a rich and luxurious life
but the reality is i will always love him and it will kill me each day living without his embrace

but i just couldnt do it any more... so many things were WRONG
almost 9 months together we been through alot
but he hasnt been able to trust me yet
and if he hasnt yet
well he never will

at least 3 a month breakups
it was so painful to be in a relationship like that

he then proceeded to acussing me of cheating on him persistantly asking me who he is
for a few minutes i lay there in pure shock of it all and he imediatly said i was silent so that had to mean i had cheated on him
it was at that moment i could muster up enough strength just enough to tell him he was an idiot for acusing me of that and i quickly said no i did not cheat on you your qestion was not even worth answering...
then i went into another comatosed state of shock as i watched him pack

envissioning my helpless life without him

hes a fairytale boyfreind he listens hes atentive hes loving hes sweet hes everything anyone could ever really want in a man but then hes controling and untrusting and moody and thinks im always lieing to him or hiding something

hes so jelouse that he wants to hit ppl at walmart for saying im cute and asking if i have a boyfriend

im so broken down i dont know what to do any more

he also did not want me to have any freinds
i understand that he feared one of them taking me away from him
so i said i would just have 1 girl friend but he said he wanted to break up..

too many things wrong and now we are over
i feel alone stupid an idiot of the bigest kind
i feel sick to my stomach he was my life and now hes gone
i put up with the not having friends
i put up with him not trusting me
i understand why i lost the baby now
because it wasnt ment to be and we would have hurt our baby had he or she been born to this kind of parents relationship

please pray for me these upcoming months
im scared of myself now that im alone... i dont know anymore what to do...im going crazy 9 months down the drain....

pook

defenately ppl who like to talk around their ass ... ( talk to much piss me off )
then again im easily iratable when im pmsing so yea

i love spring not too hot not too cold hate the polen and ants tho :/
but hey cant win em all

i dont mind being around ppl that are like you i mean this world has so many diferent personalities not 1 every being the same so cheer up theres some ppl that will like you i would probably

dont worry what other ppl think tho they are just thinking too much inside the box as in what is normal

omgthepoorbaby ishouldever have cometo thissomeone sould defenetly adopt her angive ihehealtcareit will eed causeisgoig toneed meicalreametsalofh
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omg that poor child she should never have been concieved in the first place someone should adopt her someone who can give her the medical treatment shes going to need 20 cigs a day omg what is this world coming too poor baby girl

id find ppl to get it from even if i had to buy cd copys if i couldnt find any anime anywhere anymore id die a sad and lonely death lol

*hugs the user above her * and silently runs away

wow pretty art too bad it was not acepted

its about comunication its not really about them knowing us we have to comunicate to them what they dont know sometimes even things that they dont want to know cause like it or not their advice could be very valuble

pook

love is defenetly the strongest of all three love can withstand any hardship just about and it motivates us to be a better person for the one we love so we lead a better life in the long run

love hurts us sometimes when we love someone so much that it tears our hearts open when we dont have our love with us but when we have that love with us are stronger!

so my answer is love through and through

mine was kawaii

its defenetly the most comon lol

kawaii! cute!

then neko!

neck= kitty

welcome to mt! lets see some of your work where you from? im in cali and i also love to draw! come look at my art sometime!

waves

never never stop watching anime i love the art with a passion and i love to draw it so ill never stop reading it or watching it even when i have my foot in the grave

pook

mine is my love
he is my most precious thing in my whole life and i thank god for him everyday

pook

i agree its one thing to argue but its another thing to atack someone because of what they belive

that being another subject i care not to touch on

i believe that god exists too i belive too that his energy exists in everything around us because yeah he did create everything living and made it so that it can reproduce

not being able to physicaly see him tho im sure puts us all in a state of disbelief because really its hard to belive in something u dont see so in that aspect i can relate to those who dont belive

i believe our questions weve been asking all our lives will be answered one way or another when we die and meet our maker and if we believe then we will go to the good place if we were bad well what is bad? what are the conditions of badness i mean

what if someone is mentaly ill and kill themselves after living a long destitute lonely and sad life they get fired from work and lose their loved ones this pushes him or her over the last edge and he jumps off a bridge and dies

do you think hed go to heaven or hell?

what about someone who was a prostitute who cleaned up and tried to live a honest life but once in a while became tempted into the money heven or hell?

how about a mother to be who aborts her unborn child because she fears the future of the child or fears the effects the prgnancy will have on her own body when she is not of good health? anemic
sickly ect

would she go to hell or heaven?

these are all different kinds of sins with diferent conditions and it leaves me confused as to what you have to really do to go to heaven

dont mind my ramble its just me adding my humble two cents

please dont dog me for these words its just im curious myself as to the answer

pook

someone grabbed her in your sight i mean clearly groping her what would your reaction be?
my boyfriend said he will beat the heck out of them and not look back but is this really the way to handle that? what is your opinion on this?

i got groped but he wasnt there and when i told him about it he became irate with me saying i should not stray from his side but i like to shop around and then it didnt help that a guy actualy came up to me and introduced himself and said "i couldnt resist after seeing you i just had to take the chance introduce myself and i didnt know if you were with someone already" he said i was so cute and man my bf was RIGHT THERE he didnt hear him tho he thought that the guy was asking directions when i told him what the guy said to me i swear i could see him turn 3 different shades of green lol

is this normal? do guys really take it that far? he said that if he had found that guy he woulda liked to have a little chat bah men are a strange species

now hes not taking me there any more because hes afraid ill get hit on or groped again IS THAT RIGHT? its just a STORE opinions PLEASE